it took a turn this past week.

for the worse.

its more red, inflamed, and itchier than ever.

the dots are now turning into patches.

but, i continue finding myself more and more grateful for this.

this trial, has weirdly changed my life forever.

in the past month and a half, i have never been so vulnerable.

in the times (which is most of the time) i think i am going to literally explode,

i find myself leaning and reaching out to my savior more then ever.

i have found my saviors hand in my life in the past month,

more then i have in my entire life.

not that he wasn't there before this illness hit me.

but during this time of need

i have never felt so much comfort or love.

i continue to find so many blessings along the way.

i am learning so much about myself.

i feel blessed.

my faith is growing immensely.

i feel overwhelmed with the spirit and the love of my heavenly father.

& even though each day is a struggle and i don't feel 100 %.

i am currently very grateful for my life.