yeah you better believe it.

texas is so hot.

108.

your body hurts a little when you go outside.

today it isn't too bad. you'd be surprised that 106 feels way better than 108.

but i shouldn't complain. im not out selling right now. im in a nice air conditioned apartment...

so forget i said anything about the weather.

right now i am pretty much just being swallowed up in boredom.

once everyone goes to work. its just me. me. & me. + computer and the tv.

i have done other things though. i promise. i just barely started

consuming my life with redbox.

i've gone shopping. which was so much fun doing it everyday.

there was just a tad bit of a problem.

i would always come home with something new.

basically, i went broke.

so i took down baking&cooking.

the other day i made some yummy treats.

peanut butter rice krispy treats, with ice cream. and chocolate sauce on top.

i still have a ton sitting in the freezer and i seriously have to refrain myself from eating all of them.

after,

i thought i'd make bbq chicken pizza.

i failed.

i accidentally cooked it way too long.

BUT i do have a good reason.

i burned my whole hand.

so i was trying to fix my almost on fire hand,

i forgot about the pizza.

the picture doesn't do it justice.

my mom and i discovered gchat. and gvideo.

we like it a little, i think. maybe alot? <3 i think im obsessed with doing hearts.

(which gabrielle taught me how to do.)

the other day i ate at chipotle by myself. yeah you can call me a loser if you want.

it was better than being at the apartment though.

when im here for 11 hours straight. by myself. i think i start to go a little crazy.literally.

im watching charlie st cloud right now.

its pretty great.

the next movie on my agenda is... shoot i cant remember what its called.

nevermind.

i hate to backspace. so that sentence i just wrote.

i COULD delete it. because its definitely not needed.

but i dont want to backspace.

maybe im getting lazy. but i've always hated it. so... maybe not.

im rambling a little.

anyway.

... .. .

i am getting ready to come home.

a few weeks ago i wouldn't of been ready.

but im getting to that point.

i missss my family. so much.

about a week and a half left. wooww.

- - -

gettttt me outtttta here.

(out of this apartment).

gabrielle this post was long and worthless just for you.

& savannah. pretty sure you two are the only one who reads this lovely stuff.

seeyouboth soooon!

oh. and you can pretend that my main picture. the one in the middle. is me.

one day it really will be.

whoever took that picture. iloveit.

if this doesn't make you a little happy...

i dont know you.

good job stella!! so proud of you.